Sunday, March 09, 2008;
its not the end.
♥ 7:53 PM
I can't say I'm happy with my results. I'm not.
I seriously do not understand why. Its just unfair, but isn't life unfair? And the only thing I can do now is go on.
Because now I'm only hoping that I can get into the course that I want. Its just not the end, and I would never want it to end just like that. Sometimes things are just screwed up.
Many thanks to the people that have consoled me and cheered me up etc. Yuehao told me.. "Where is your bloody pride!". Glen told me, "Don't close the door of chances yourself.. chill man and just go on." Many others said meaningful stuff to me too. And I really appreciate that. Its nice to have friends that care. I also know that some of them don't really know what to say but are there to support me, and I appreciate that as well.
I still can't get over it the past 2 days.. but I think somehow it has made me stronger in that I am more focused on the things that I want to achieve now. As Ngee Kiang said casually to me while we were walking: "Ah here comes a new phase of life for us." Very true indeed! NK wise as usual ^^ So yeah its a new phase and I want to make the most of it! We all should.
Went out with the guys on friday.. reliving the memories. We were planning on where to go and not the usual place again, but haha we think and think think until go the usual place LOL. But the usual also fun la, haven't hung out with the guys for a very long time, its great to see everyone together again having fun.
After pooling we went to Ajisen for dinner.. first time eating and I feel that its really not bad. And their spicy is like really spicy. Tried a bit of NK's spicy char siew ramen soup. Its super qiang, but its shiok at the same time! Overall the food there was quite good I think. Somehow I feel like eating ramen again now haha.
Today went out with Hongrui and Yuehao to get HR's psp. Lol dam funny.. before he chose colour he said.. "Which colour look more gay? Purple right?" I said "Ya lor."
Then he faced the shop assistant and said:"Okay la then purple." like LOL.
But seriously the purple looks quite nice also. Light tone and smooth to the eye. After that went for a snack at KFC, then we headed home.
Oh well. MY COM RAM SPOIL. Luckily its only one of them. So now I'm only running on 256MB of ram =D haha.
Anyway hope to see you all soon again! And gratz to all the guys for POP!
round and round we go...
